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Katarina watched the girl as she spoke, she wasn’t exactly bursting with joy but it was definitely more than she had seen Nat smile since she arrived.  ”OK, I’m sorry I’m getting sappy now and I’m also feeling rather guilty about the horrible things I may have said about you to someone in the last few days.  I had you wrong but don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone you actually want to pass!”  Katarina crossed the room and began to put some of the tops in a drawer as she considered Nat’s last question.  ”It’s more elements of the soft limits that concern me, well I guess it’s the same for everyone.  The breath play and needles don’t do anything for me but assuming you’re not actually trying to kill me I wouldn’t mind them.   The rest….well I hate being told to crawl and my tolerance for being called names and humiliated, I don’t……” Katarina moved over to pick up her make-up bag and key card hiding her watery eyes from her sister, “It’s getting near curfew, I should go.”

Tanya shook hurt head. “No, I deserved it. I ditched you without any explanation. You have every right to be pissed at me.” This was more than she’d opened up to anyone in the last year at least. Definitely the first time in a while that it was voluntary. She nodded as Katarina explained her reasoning for the limits. Maybe they could do something with needles. Roselle might like that. But Tanya wasn’t sure how comfortable she’d be stabbing them into her little sister. They’d definitely have to practice first. She would definitely stay away from humiliation. Even though it would just be for an exam, she didn’t want to put that kind of strain on their already tenuous relationship. She frowned as Katarina suddenly stood up, talking about curfew. Sure it was getting late, but she still had some time before she needed to get back to her room. Tanya recognized the signs of hiding something. She was a pro at it after all. She pressed her lips together, watching her sister pack her bag. “Oh, okay,” she said, not wanting to push. “We can talk more later..?”

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darlingsub:

Katarina watched the girl as she spoke, she wasn’t exactly bursting with joy but it was definitely more than she had seen Nat smile since she arrived.  ”OK, I’m sorry I’m getting sappy now and I’m also feeling rather guilty about the horrible things I may have said about you to someone in the last few days.  I had you wrong but don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone you actually want to pass!”  Katarina crossed the room and began to put some of the tops in a drawer as she considered Nat’s last question.  ”It’s more elements of the soft limits that concern me, well I guess it’s the same for everyone.  The breath play and needles don’t do anything for me but assuming you’re not actually trying to kill me I wouldn’t mind them.   The rest….well I hate being told to crawl and my tolerance for being called names and humiliated, I don’t……” Katarina moved over to pick up her make-up bag and key card hiding her watery eyes from her sister, “It’s getting near curfew, I should go.”

Tanya shook hurt head. “No, I deserved it. I ditched you without any explanation. You have every right to be pissed at me.” This was more than she’d opened up to anyone in the last year at least. Definitely the first time in a while that it was voluntary. She nodded as Katarina explained her reasoning for the limits. Maybe they could do something with needles. Roselle might like that. But Tanya wasn’t sure how comfortable she’d be stabbing them into her little sister. They’d definitely have to practice first. She would definitely stay away from humiliation. Even though it would just be for an exam, she didn’t want to put that kind of strain on their already tenuous relationship. She frowned as Katarina suddenly stood up, talking about curfew. Sure it was getting late, but she still had some time before she needed to get back to her room. Tanya recognized the signs of hiding something. She was a pro at it after all. She pressed her lips together, watching her sister pack her bag. “Oh, okay,” she said, not wanting to push. “We can talk more later..?”

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darlingsub:

Katarina looked up in surprise, “Oh…well that’s good but now you’ve ruined my speech.  I was ready to bitch at you about needing to put in some effort.”  She laughed, finally able to let go of some of the tension she had felt since finding out Nat was her exam partner and relieved that she at least had a shot at passing.  She grinned at the older girl, “Believe it or not I don’t need a top grade, just a pass.  It’s not as if we’re going to graduate this year and I have time to build up my grades.  But don’t just do this for me, I want you to do it for you too, plus it gives you the chance to show Roselle that Tanya Darling is more than just a troublemaker!”

Tanya almost made a comment about people needing to have more faith in her, but then she realized she hadn’t really given anyone any reason to. She gave a half smile instead. “Okay. Passing it is.” She rubbed her nose with the back of her hand. “I’ll try to come up with something… How soft are your soft limits?” she asked.

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redrose-rebel-audrey:

No. Becuase it’s frustrating to try to teach someone the right way through a punishment just to watch them be defiant and repeat it all over again later. People want to know they’re helping, not get laughed in their face.

It’s too close to call, Tanya. It could easily be seen as drug memorabilia. Stop wearing it.

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Well at least you care about someone enough to try

It was a switch-wide though. I had nothing to do with causing it. So they could have just beat the hell out of me and walked away and it would have satisfied Roselle.

Ugh, fine. 

Yeah…

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redrose-rebel-audrey:

Well, no one wants to work with the girl they know is going to rebel and be defiant, Tanya. It’s not funny in a school with a very serious anti-drug policy. Did you not remember this whole switchwide started because of drugs and paraphanelia?

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OMG. Are you really going to consider doing someone for someone else? I’m shocked.

Wouldn’t that make them want to punish me more?

High brow. It’s a pun, on eyebrow. It’s an expression. Like.. oh fuck it I don’t know how to explain it. Okay, the internet says high brow means “scholarly or rarefied in taste”. See. It’s funny. Punny

She’s my sister. I’m not a heartless monster.

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redrose-rebel-audrey:

You didn’t do something you were supposed to as ordered by Roselle - makes it completely your fault. And it’s a hat with inappropriate wording on it. Seriously, it’s like you’re asking for more punishments.

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I tried! No one wanted to punish me. Which is like, ironic. And its not inappropriate, it’s funny.

Shit, I promised Trina I’d try not to get punished. How the hell do I do that.

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redrose-rebel-audrey:

So, not only is the fact that you’re head is cold totally by you’re own stupid choices, but you also choose a hat that’s bound to get you into more trouble? Seriously, Tanya…

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This time was only like 20% my fault! And how is this hat going to get me in trouble?

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redrose-rebel-audrey:

You are seriously so dumb sometimes.

My head is cold.

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Katarina’s hand flew to her mouth as Nat took off her shirt.  Her body was covered in red lines and what looked like a black mark, possibly a tattoo.  She turned away unsure what to make of all the marks on Nat’s skin. A huge part of her wanted to ask, wanted to get closer and see just what damage marred her sister’s pale skin but having just reestablished communication she knew better than to push it.  She sat down on the chair Nat had just been occupying and as she tidied her make-up away she said, “So I wanted to talk to you about the exam but first I need to know if you’re taking it seriously or not?”

Tanya tugged the jeans on under her school skirt and then dropped the skirt to the floors sitting down on the bed facing her sister. She was starting to feel optimistic for the first time since being unceremoniously dropped at Roselle. She took a breath. “I’ll take it seriously. I don’t want you to have to deal with any more shit because of me.” She pulled her knees up to her chest, resting her chin on them. “I can’t promise you a top grade though. I’m really not good at domming, and Roselle clearly hates me. But we won’t fail.”

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